Before and After

You said to me before you go,

To wait for you until you come back.

You said to me before you go,

That you love me.

You said to me before you go,

that we will work things out.

Do you remember after you've gone,

the tears that we shared together while you were here?

You said to me before you go,

i am important to you.

You said to me while you were here,

you had the best time together with me.

You said to me before you go,

to take care of myself and wait for you.

Today you said to me,

To keep my options open and find someone else.

Today you said to me,

You are scared.

Today you said to me,

You feel guilty.

Today you said to me,

You want me to be happy.

Today you said to me,

You might never come back.

Today you said to me,

i should lie to my feelings.

Today you lied to yourself,

Pretending as if you have no feelings.

Today you said to me,

that you are confused.

Tomorrow you might say,

You might have to leave me.

I don't know i don't know,

But for now, i'll try my best to be there for you and for me,

Appreciate the time you being here even you are far,

for tomorrow i'll never know what might happen to us.

So i'll keep praying and hoping for a miracle

even for the fact that my luck might not be on my side....