here

Here by my side,

an angel,

Here by my side,

the devil,

So where do you belong?

or you choose as you go along?

You have decided,

You have made your decision,

It broke my heart,

but better now than never,

But

you got the best of me,

With the messages,

With all the songs you gave,

Said to wait for you,

to take care of myself,

to await for your return,

was i a fool to you?

were you in a fantasy whilst you were here?

Less contacts or non,

you sometime mysteriously disappear,

leaving me worried,

worried and still worried,

as if i am a heartless statue.

When you appear,

everything sounds normal,

as if nothing happened..

You are happy,

i know you are,

because you said so,

so

be a man,

and say it in my face,

that if you hate or want me to go,

or if you are tired of me,

so that i won't put up my hopes.

don't leave me hanging.....